I'm so frustrated with this slow office-computer! They expect me to work as much and as hard as everybody else but they gave me the computer that even a museum would refuse (becoz they can't work with it, not bc it's too old :P)!!
Quoting Deanna:"We are dissapointed by our own expectation", I was reminded that it's really hard for human to be content. So should we lower our expectation so we can reach our expectation easily, or higher our expectation and work harder to fulfil it, yet giving space to disapointment to crawl in? If we are easily contented, we wouldn't achieve much.
Thinking about this made me more frustrated that I have to content myself with a thought that I can't and won't achieve, and am not achieving everything that I want. Most of them are granted by the grace of God! So I have to be contented with what I'm given. It's a gift. Who am I to ask more? Yet,.."ask and it'll be given unto you"..Stop there! I'll be more frustrated and confused!