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I'm bored. I'm lonely. Tired of reading books. Tired of browsing the internet. Tired of watching other people. Tired of sleeping. Tired of studying. Tired of being bored. Tired of being anxious of nothing-to-be-anxious-about. Tired of waiting. Tired of being honest. Tired of keeping secret. Tired of keeping others happy. Tired of siting. Tired of being this way. Tired of being ideal. Tired of being good. Tired of being here. ..I'm just tired.
Will someone read this. Will someone notice. Will someone even bother. Will someone say something comforting. Will someone even notice that I should put some question marks...

I hate you..